I almost posted Thursday. I almost posted that I was on a new med, Invega, and that it had worked! I almost had the perfect day wednesday. I cleaned the whole kitchen, drove pretty far all by myself to get a badge picture taken, i cleaned all the spider yuckies off the front porch and smiled and was hyper the entire time! And i never laid down in bed once. I was joyous and happy and have never felt better. I thought that this new medicine had finally cured the depression. Almost maybe. Thursday comes and i’m not feeling like i did. I was really disappointed. I wanted it to last. It almost did. Saturday was worse than Friday and today is worse than Saturday. i feel disconnected. I feel sad. I feel despondent. I feel like i was so close and it slipped through my fingers. I’ve not given up hope on this medicine. there is still a chance. I just almost maybe thought i was getting better.